Crucial Thanks

Hey everybody, I been sitting around thinking about life, maybe just a little too much and I decided that I want to tell everybody thank you. I figure I'll do that here I'm sure most of my friends and family will see it, maybe some of their friends and family, and yeah probably a lot of people who don't know me at all, but it's all good 'cause this is the Internet and nobody has privacy here anyway. First I gotta thank the first lady of the united states of Steve, my wife. Thank you, thank you for pushing me to do better all these years and for kicking my ass when you know I could do better, thank you for standing by me even when I randomly make drastic life changes and thanks for being there for me when I'm a fucked up mess. Next I gotta thank my mom and dad AND my step-mom. Mom and dad thanks I guess for making me lol, hope it was fun. Thanks to all three of my parents for teaching me how to be as I grew up and thanks for continuing to be a part of my life as I continue to grow and fill the blanks that I can only fill for myself. Sonja thanks for being there for my dad. If he's anything like I am you keep him from going crazy. Thanks to my grandparents, I know you don't even have a computer cause y'all old fashioned, 'letters in the mail. Thanks to all my friends near and far the one's I grew up with to the ones I've never even met in person. You're all very much a part of my life and have all helped me to grow into the person I am today, thanks for hangin' out, thanks for talking with me when I need you. Thanks to all the haters for letting your own insecurity and harsh words help make me a stronger person, I'd like to say I don't need you but pain is a part of life and I hope you all find your path to happiness some day. Thanks to everybody who doesn't even know me that is reading this probably thinking I'm some sort of freak, yeah maybe I am, you don't know me haha. Thanks to IBM for making computers that fit in my house, thanks Linus Torvalds for creating Linux, Linux is the shit. I also wanna say thanks to all the stupid people, even though they're too ignorant to realize I'm referring to then and probably won't ever see this. You drive me nuts and make me laugh at the same time. I gotta send my love up to Bradley Nowell, Love your music, it changed my life, see ya when I get there. I want to say thanks to the people I work with, you make me feel at home in nerd heaven.

Thank you all for taking a few minutes to read this, I'm kinda in a weird mood this morning, and honestly I have been thinking about writing this for a long time, just this morning I have the time and the courage to actually put it all on paper and post it all. You might not know what or who I'm talking about through the whole thing but I hope the part that was intended for you gets my message across. You're all beautiful and I love ya. I hope you never lose sight of whats real, and I hope you never give up the fight, Life and love are two tough sons of bitches to us all, but they mean well and it's what we all live for. I hope you have the time of your life.